Mood: too nua to be true.



straight line, baby, straight straight line.




STOP! (un)fair comparison
check out our skintones.


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lazy is the new pale.

@Zouk.




FISHEYE FATNESS.




in comes the pay,
out for shoppingggg!

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age matters.

i know how people feel about entries on girls feeling fat and all but
im going to have to do just that cos
today within a span of 16hrs,
i ate 2 slices of lettuce cheese tomato ham wholemeal bread with freshmilk
mixed rice
half a bowl of adam rd prawn mee
a scoop of awfully choc
a slice of chocolate bread
some sucky chocolate wafer stick
half a bowl of thai tom yam glass noodle
and continually scraped off 4 scoops of island creamery

so just skip this entry.


AHHHS.
fat face!!!!!!!!!

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toomuch.

ripped off da

the truth is everyone is going to hurt you
you just have to decide who is worth the pain

look around and wonder where im at

"youre walking through a field all by yourself one day in spring and this sweet little bear cub with velvet fur and shiny little eyes comes walking along. and says to you 'hi there little lady. want to tumble with me?' so you and the bear cub spend the whole day in each others arms, tumbling down the clover-covered hill."

happy new year people..
so much for new beginnings..
too random an eve to be true.
but nevermind,
my new year officially begins only at 1230pm.

don't forget the new year resolutions.
and at no. 1o. keep to resolutions!

p.s im looking at my feet now and i believe they will really rot very soon.
so much for..(as what i recall..) massage by foot massage degree holder ._.

carcrashes.

was a tinkerbell/ ballerina turned into angel complete with halo and a dangling stolen snowflake to boot this christmas.
pictures up in next life as usual.

phuture-d again
absolute highness, am learning to control and thus was only at the verge of getting drunk
a skill we all ought to master!
feels good but..
was curtailed by a very pukey c
raced home with our stinky hair, skinnys and starving stomachs.

\\ the unexpected happens.
though i really cant make it out..still..

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i thank God for elder sisters and their handy resume samples.

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and then i remember i'll always never be like them
because girls like me take the last place.

FINALLY.

i'm so glad to be rid of it
the perpetual melancholy haunting me
away away
i'll never want to put myself in such a position ever.
thank you,
distant memory.
R.I.P.

another lesson learnt..
another story made up.

anyway my ears finally healed!
yayy
i imagined dark days of boring ears without the hint of glow from little studs,
(i know my hair covers them but i can tell the difference alright!! it's like wearing perfume; people can't really smell you but you know it all the same. it's a sort of unexplainable secret happiness.)
replaced by little men instead -think steph's horror story
and chatised myself for taking my earholes for granted
and tadah! mom to the rescue, calmly placing a tube of cream in my exasperated hands.




YY it's not much if anything.



vivian and i visited coach and katespade
omgness gorgeous stuffs
we lovelove
us brokebroke people.
we need our payyyyy

more pre christmas shopping w The Jiang Tzu ltrs.
(cbean! she always reminds me of kids pasta and salad. like wting reminds me of grntea frappe summer strawberry love and mandarin hotel)
haven't met up with many people in a longggg time..
:ccc


it's a doggy dayy


spot the differences (squatting position) /similarities (arm position)
+++p.s check out the foreground in the first shot. i feel like i was in one of those pictures for Chinese Oral Examinations in pri sch.
+++++p.p.s check out jiang's shirt. it looks like it has a life of its own dancing lines.

steph we ought to walk (carry, i mean) Megan again during our trips to petrol kiosk for our fave 6 pack Macademia Nut! lose some grams taking turns to carry her only to gain more after slumping on the couch after downing it all.


i never cease to amaze myself at how easy it is
when it comes to smiling at strangers..

maybe cos the whole point is they are strangers
putting up an act is easy peasy



@postprom
yea i realise you can't see half my face.

oh woe
i hate rainy days!!!!!


edit;; whaaaat. rachel bilson and adam brody broke up! i knew it. cute couples don't work out.

it seems.

7 months is a long time.



christmas shopping tmrw!
btw;; thanks for pres people, Y

more Y;;

(p.s check out how our legs jut out the same way!?!)

for now

+ earhole infection is killing me.
++ love steph's little bed that contains not so little us everytime, little speakers humming as we nap many a time, little cakes and food that make me not so little, little pup Megan that we absolutely love.
Ikea @Tampines was zz; too many grouchy ah mas and wailing kids and casualties. too many too manys.
i wanted chicken wings on top of meatballs and salmon but my fat face was screaming stopppp.
+++ darrenn eng doesn't know what's a cardi ._.

text messaging on the bus.

if i owned a kitten
i'd name it snuffles and call it my xiao sheng ming
and right now i'd be scratching it between its ears



(:

okay more birthday piccas to be up in my next next life.
18th was spent catching up with Sweet Steph (haha) then being blindfolded and deceived by pals so good at White Lies. soon after found myself feeding What Lies Beneath swans, revenging on Dua Boss, favouring asthamtic Mr. Snuffles, UNsexy shots during Twister.. then dark gray clouds hovered above my head and threatened to pour so in my dark mood i became a brat at the Village and i apologise my dears.

Y

sleepover at Nicole Love was.. healthy. sober sleepover was a first and we did 80 situps (albeit much screaming and cheering) and stretched like mad (insert the pulling and more screaming) but i swear her bedroom holds much sopoforic (sp) quality.. my eyelids grow so heavy everytime. or maybe it's the exercising this time.

Phuture and Breakfast @ Tiffany's next weds pls.
(p.s you said it's all a choice so i thought about it
and decided i couldn't choose..)

work tmrw till 11
kudos to late night shopping
d'oh, my feet, my poor feet.

i need shoppingg supper and stories

why, does it even matter anyways.

blueberry muffin and GREENTEA frappe please.

alright since people have been asking (and i don't exactly fancy soft toys),
bodyshop passion fruit/ strawberry body butter
darkred nail polish
mac (into the)black waterproof eyeliner
keratase hair serum (just lost mine GRRRRR)
lancome gentle eye
or jst whatev random cutesy cherubic stuff; notebooks rings blah (soft toys aren't exactly cute though)
or just a happy day
would be nice..
very price friendly, i mean, i don't suppose
dkny/ ck watch (not the box, dinah, thanks)
warehouse kimono print tube/ dress
blue uber faded/ grey skinnys (size 00/ 4)
coach wallet
katespade/ furla bag
lacoste paleblue polo (the soft one please)
would make it to the list, would they.
alright i think i'm pretty smart and secretly sly hehe!
okay cheap thrill,
very roll eyes.
&i realised prolly only c knows what exactly i'm talking about.

i knew it's a bad december.
like always..
forget december, it won't be better.

work's been better (hope i'm not jinxing it right this second)
the satisfaction of helping the smiling and grateful clueless father upon finding The Sparkly Purple Christmas Dress or the dazed mom unable to make up her mind which flower print skirt or snowflaked jeans to get, the fluster of finding the right size in the store so that they can return with bulging bags and not empty handed, the amusement over the wife tickled at hubby's inability to colour coordinate.
(:
(plus thanks, all who visited! appreciate the moments of respite..)

anyways post prom was like crap.
first stoned for a million lightyears before getting in
then who bursts into tears when she's high, really.
was as bad as last week's momo.
i need some redemption next weds pls!

afternoon after was good tho!
random painting nails/ oc/ prata/ towning then The Last Kiss.

random, but
i really feel like checking out the new Ikea store @Tampines!
amazing how i have a free shuttle from my house since forever
talk about procrastination..

piccas up when lazy people send me in my next life.

telescope eyes

my comp is in as good a mood as i am!
bought many happy things.. all i need is a trip to borders!
i swear cutting hair is therapeutic.. i feel so lightheaded i feel as though i could fly..



this is slow, but still Y nonetheless!

p.s WORK SUCKS. hate the effed up lianlians.

PISSED OFF IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT, MOM.

Y

it seems like yesterday
that my world fell from the sky

it seems like yesterday
i didn't know how hard i could cry

i feels like tomorrow
i may not get by.

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DaDinah ; sorryyyyy ._.

Rouge madness with em both &belle
d'oh.

freda&i : we Y school.

nothing in this world

is reciprocated,
like how i showered undying attention for Math but it/he/she failed me
but of course it's not just Math here that i love but
also them, whom i shall not reciprocated
and of course them whom i was not.

why i go to school partI



they won't see us waving from such great heights
come down now, they'll say.
but everything looks perfect from far away
come down now, but we'll stay.

/not gonna ask any promises from you anymore.

HAPPY 18TH TINGSIE !

you know i love you to bits and pieces

and shreds and strips

then i'll glue you back whole again (:

another year of not being there..(pipizz)

have a jolly good and safe one

(careful with the lexus and zebra crossings)
Y you alwayssss.

she is a cheerleader
i'm sitting at the stands

last day at school was :D :D :D :D
piccas ll be up when nette does her job AHEM HOPEFULLY BY THIS YEAR WOULD BE NICE
(kidding, lovelove (not really -stares daggers (ok but since you've been on my side, -pats pal)))
(too many parenthesises.)

despite endless caterwauling..
yes sa is lovable..regardless of location @Malan/ @PP
each had their very own memorable episodes (or climbing gates and SPORTYDAZE!)


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what they said spawned this trail of thought and i'm beginning to think i was wrong about you.

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beware! the saint patriotism has taken over us by storm. do not catch the bug! being tagged would result in insane desire to reach school ON TIME to sing the school song for the last time (nevermind the fact we've never so much as hummed the song, much less know the lyrics), buy school foolscap paper, gorge school food and fly kite around the track.

WHO KNEW.

days ago we had HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BELLETANLIPING :D



sanity at 8teen indeed, eating flowers




Dinah's cam has bore this animosity against us since we were innocent Secondary 3 St. Nicholas Girls..


yesterday was Happy Children's Day
today is Hello One Month to A Level's Omg.

gentle reminder to how we're no longer kids..





& littlemisssunshine deserves a hundred and one popcornsss!
life is a fucking beauty contest.
life is also (: phonecalls, 5 girls i can't live without, forum and smu.

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YOU GOT IT WRONG ALL ALONG
stopppp this atrocity!!